We've been going out almost 3 years and throughout the relationship we've had our share of fights. The last one two weeks ago caused us to stop talking almost completely and then on Thursday we had a long, face to face talk about the relationship.
Long story short, I still wanted to be with her, but she didn't feel the same. The fucked up part is yesterday was my birthday, and I can't stop feeling like shit about the whole thing. I'm not the tough kinda guy that can say fuck it and move on. I'm genuinely heartbroken. I can't eat, everything reminds me of her, and it just fucking sucks.
Thanks for the support guys. The thing about it is I don't drink. I really am a big, fucking, introverted loser with no friends to drink with even if I wanted to. This chick was my only friend for the past 3 years and losing her just fucking kills me.
So now I'm home, moping like a bitch cuz I have nothing better to do. I'm just depressed about my shitty little life in general and this just made it worse.