It seems she was projecting her own self worthlessness onto him and that's what pushed her. Because she cared enough about him to care if he grew up loved but she couldn't connect. It's a known disorder where a mother can't bond with her child. And maybe it was the shame of being a bad mother that didn't let her give him up for adoption or get the help she needed. Her family should have done something with her acting so abnormal and now they're acting like victims when they're just as responsible in my eyes.
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By the way, I took the liberty of fertilizing your caviar.
How most of us get through life without doing fucked up shit like that crazy bitch is a mystery to me most of the time, and the rest of the time i hear about cases like that crazy bitch who killed her son.
What the stupid bitch should have done was shove her head inside of a bucket of water and feel how uncomfortable it is being unable to breathe then think twice about killing her son, stupid ass bitch.
It is easy to practice ass and claim you did it for the person's best interest though, if you experimented on yourself first, then you'd understand how stupid your idea was and you'll give your kid up for adoption like a regular semi evil fucker.
what kind of though process does this lady have? I mean most of my female friend cannot even decide what they want to eat in less that 15 minuets let along change there mind 3 times in a few minutes. That is you believe that suffocation takes a few seconds/minutes.
Anyway I hope she get whats coming to her and no stupid plead bargains...