Hey sorry I haven't been very active (although I'm very much present daily) lately.
Dealing with some really ridiculous bull shit in my daily life, and it's taking a toll on me physically.
For those that follow what I say, you may have caught that I have an ongoing bet with myself whether I'm going to get lung or brain cancer first.
Well the past two weeks it's now if I'm going to have a heart attack or an aneurysm first. I'm dizzy with a migrane and my heart hurts nonstop.
I don't get to live like most people, which never mattered to me so much when I had my cat, but I don't have her anymore and it is agonizing. I just thank god I have an amazing husband who is the proverbial light at the end of my tunnel.
So please don't think (or get your hopes up lol) that I've abandoned you. I hope things calm down soon.