This will probably be the only time i ever post with this name cuz i might get a lot of flak for this post but here goes.
Here is the problem:
for a few years I have practised anal masturbation on a regular basis.
It feels really good and so on, but afterwards I feel like fucking trash emotionally.
Like REALLY bad. It's a combination of shame,anger,frustration etc.
Probably Because I am a heterosexual and a masculine type of person.
The whole thing is conflicting with my internal self, but when the lust is there, i seem to forget who I am.
I have been fascinated by females since childhood, and especially the ass. and i guess that's how i discovered my own ass. I think I have an ass fetish.
I managed to leave this crap out for two years, but the addiction wasn't as strong as it is today.
Gee Whiz Dude...Did you even read anything in this forum before you came to the obvious conclusion that "these are understanding guys who might be able to help." All the while you're thinking "Man, how can I stop being a huge fag? Maybe if someone in the world tells me it's cool then it will be."
Dude we annihilate souls here.
First off....most of us on here with triple digit posts will side with the others who have triple digit posts...and after attaining these lofty post numbers we start to feel pretty comfortable around each other in our little forum setting. That being said, none of us are or would admit to being in the slightest bit gay. There is seriously WAY too much sloppy vagina on this forum for any of us to think about shoving anything up our own ass. Most of the ass-play on this site is dude on chick or dudes fapping to videos of dude on chick...or in some weirdly erotic way sometimes chick on chick w/ dildong anal.
You and your fingers need to go back into the closet and play and leave the porn and the thoughts of platonic man friends to us straight guys...
Love,
RB
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