Luckily it's stopped being so fucked up and I have hope again. See? I would have went to the stupid doctor and gotten sick. Fuck that.
Definitely could have been worse. Also lucky it was my submissive hand. My dom hand is going to have to kick the shit out of it later so she doesn't try this crap again.
I'm also embarrassed that I'm 39 and I'm too chicken to go to the doctor or dentist without my husband to hold my hand. I probably would have went if he wasn't working.