(I've been writing one of my very own projects for a tad, and though I haven't written anything on that Project since Sunday, and have been fighting with 'I don't give a fuck' since then, I'm seemingly falling back into the groove of things. Not that I couldn't come back to write this lovely bit of what the fuck, but, the principles of 'I don't give a fuck' is not to do anything. And by anything, I mean specifically this piece of shit project that serves no other purpose than assisting me in developing some skill and being a persistent thinker; both of which I'm still failing at, and it's even failing in arousing interest in SGU since it's still canceled and everyone including the producers are moving on to other projects, which is fucking sad and is the reason why for several weeks, until just recently (last week, and then I only watched attack of the show, which is a blow since I claimed I wouldn't watch anymore once Olivia Munn left, but I'm falling in love with Candice Bailey because she's a lot more aggressive than Olivia Munn, and has that southern crazy going on, which is a lot more cooler than you Northern losers, and that might irritate you all, but who gives a fuck what you think!), but I'm staying from SYFY and most other television shows because they're all fucking stupid and is written by assholes, so why watch. I'll just stick to Discovery, History, Turbo, Discovery Civilization, CNN, National Geographic, G4, The Internet, downloading shit, reading Naruto Shippuden online in original Japanese with subtitles, Watching Bleach same as Naruto, reading the Manga for Bleach and Naruto every week, playing my Playstation 3, and when I'm done with all that awesomeness, I watch porn. So fuck network programming, and this goes double for Smallville which is a bunch of fucking shit and I'm pissed I once loved it. The best season was 5, and it seems since then it went to fuck all, which isn't surprising because Stephen DeKnight wasn't allowed to be awesome, and the other writers involved must have written for Earth Final Conflict season 5 and Andromeda season 2 until it got canned for being a piece of shit---because Smallville sucks this bad, and the whole Justice League arc sucked major ass, and continues to do so, so fuck you lot.)
(( Arguably the coolest shit on the telly is Supernatural, but I hate that fucking show because it's sacrilegious, even if it's written brilliantly. I'm trying to complete the book/movie script I started last week, even though I've had the idea for a time because I want to do a cheaply made, but brilliant shot movie, where Bahamian guys are robbing an Englishwoman's house, but she turns out to be a Senator Palpatine archetype, with all of his planning and evil powers, but they don't know that, and her darth vader is a fucking creature that is actually her Kage (which I'll explain at another time, but it's really cool) that gains it's power by consuming human flesh and evolving itself (sounds familiar). But I want it to be gritty and scary and lots of shadows, and in the dark gross scary shit; they're robbing her home because she mysteriously produces lots of gold which she sells at a gold/cash depot, and turns it over to the bank. So they're invading her home, not knowing that human flesh bone and blood fed to her kage makes the gold, but, as an alchemist, she's only allowed to feed her kage those who are a real danger to her---so everyone involved in the caper, over the years, she's given them an edge that makes them better and smarter than the regular Bahamian chap you'd meet on any given day. So she doesn't break any cosmic laws that judges the use of her kage, and this qualifies her to be able to use her kage. Basically it's using a lot of power only if you're facing some one that detrimental to your immediate existence. Her kage exist in the fourth dimension like every other kage, and it's allowed certain things that pertains to her eventuality.)
( ( And not everyone who has a kage can do what she does because she's very old and very powerful, and doesn't use her kage for anything other than attaining gold, which is the first rule of alchemy (make gold), with the only difference is, instead of spending hundreds of hours and attaining an infinite amount of materials to make her gold (since most materials she used thousands of years before, don't exist anymore), she kills bad people and use their bodies to convert it into gold value, much like the fremen takes the bodies of the dead and turn it into water to add to their tribe---human bodies have existential potential which simply says you have potential to do some amazing shit, so if you're trained or exposed to some one who enables you, then you could develop alchemic abilities, and chief among them, accessing your kage (if you're not natural to kage use, or doesn't have the biological mains to be able to attain it easily, you could use divine tools to cheat, but they're more dangerous and siphons your life energy to sustain them. But if you don't control your kage, it will eat you and become a rogue entity, that some one with a stronger kage could consume adding to their power), or some one could just use your life value to attain other rare and powerful materials or bits of power. Her Kage also has a human actual collective; people who her kage takes and are not dead, but joined to it's form to enable it to evolve, or to become more powerful, but instead of being cute like the shadow nebula cloud, in this SGU fan fiction, it's more like the creature from Leviathan, with your face poking out from it's body after it initially takes you, and you're there crying for help, but is beyond help, as it returns to the ocean to slip into the fourth dimension, where it will absorb you completely, and use your mind to help it with complex task and calculations within the chaotic universe of the fourth dimension---it's a work in progress; though I have written something salacious at the beginning where the ole' English (she calls herself English, but in actuality, she's just from the land that is presently called Great Britain, but she's no more English than Palpatine is comely and lowly) lady's kage emerges from the ocean in it's sea creature guise and have a bit of lovey time with the leathery ole' ma'am. And another bit is when one of the thieves is infatuated with gilfs and has a go at the ole' girl---good shit
((But I'm determined to do the movie as simple as possible; woman comes into bank, makes a deposit, comes out, guy comes out of bank, goes to a car, he's wearing a long sleeves shirt, tie, he and another guy follows the woman to her home, then they go to kemp rd, meets up with some other guys, the guys are thieves who they meet, the two in the car are both friends one works at a local money for gold, and the other works in the bank, they plan to hit the ole woman and take her gold. they call another friend of theirs who works for a security company and he tells them she has a state of the art home system, they go to pine wood search for the guy who has helped them break into homes with key pads in the past, the guy resist, but due to his financial situation and losing his job, his wife and five kids don't have much. He's against it, but his wife convinces him to join the crew, even though he's against it, he goes, eventuality, and they're fucked, but only after sexing the ole' gal, and one of them drowning her in a tub of water, the house, turns against them, and doors that was there has become walls, and hallways extend, and the lady in question who got molested and is now face first inside the tub wasn't the ole' lady, but her kage, which has now been allowed to go into kill mode, and the guys are fucked It turns out the ole lady was always the kage, and the actual woman has merged with it, and is actually a young looking gal, and the kage that comes out of the sea to have relations with her isn't her kage, but is the kage's means by which to affect the world it exist in. In simple terms, the ole woman kage is a computer, the thing that comes out of the sea to have sex with her now and again is the internet---makes sense eh? After everyone dies, the guy who does the key pad is the only survivor, and gets out of the house and gets home to his family, but then, he notices his flesh starts to change and bulging eyes pop out all over his body and a large mouth appears where his stomach is, and the kage which had absorbed him, attacks his family. At the end it walks towards the sea, and a tall it's dragging with tangled arms and legs in it, the camera will focus on the end of the tail, with his youngest daughter age three, crying, she's being dragged into the sea, merged with the kage)
Jessica Layman's subconscious mind begins to grow expeditiously in ability and potential, thus, it tries to see through the apparent psych fuck, it's owner is suffering. Though at the moment, unlike her subconscious mind, Jessica could care less about reality or fiction, and is greedily perusing pleasure with such ferocity, she unknowingly exceeds the ferocity experienced by feral lesser creatures on earth: The display of the men engaged in continual coitus with her, and the savagery of how they want to please her sexually, only adds to the awesomeness of it all. And her hidden mind begins to understand more than it should, and sees the holes in it's owner's reality, and began to feel the need to warn her, even though at the moment, it hadn't the capacity to achieve this.
Through some means unknown to Paul Howard, his doppelganger was the shadow creature that had started to feed upon him, and was now changing his body to match it's own. And some how, Jessica Layman was the catalyst to it all. Paul Howard started to become aware of every part of his body, as if each cell represented a point where information was being attained and transferred through his neural network to his mind. He could literally tell a part of himself to do something, and the cell did it. It was as if, this creature had some how changed the way he existed---but it was eating him, how could it switch from eat to 'change into another life form' so quickly, unless. Unless some how, this is it's only purpose, consume and 'to become better'; and both actions are interchangeable; if it can't attain perfection through consuming something else, it would try and replicate the other creature's existence to in effect, better itself. Perhaps this creature is kin to the shadow smoke creature discovered on Atlantis, which was marooned on another planet via a Stargate and Rodney McKay wearing an Ancient personal shield: The Ancients was apparently using that creature to figure out ascension, because that creature affected the ascended plane, if only partially, much like the creature before him. But according to reports, the creature on Atlantis didn't consume flesh, only absorbed the ambient energy from it, and was more in tuned with devouring mechanical energy. But regardless of the how or why, Paul Howard was changing for the better, but, he needed to help this creature try and attain ascension. Even though it existed partially there, he wanted it to push itself all the way, and in exchange, it would carry all those attuned to it's biological functions, namely Paul, and Jessica. He had to help it focus on it's discomfort; at the sight of other beings who resembles it, engaging in sexual depravity. Because being the creature it was, it sticks to the laws of it's nature, as opposed to allowing it to feel it's way to a choice. Paul Howard though sexually deviant, condemns himself based on a biblical rule system. So naturally the shade of the stout human would gravitate towards the only semblance of order in the chaotic psyche of Paul Howard.
(I'm tired and I've been typing for a while, and I've tried to proof read what I've written, but I've decided to say go fuck yourselves---have a good evening
. By the way, I liked wolfman, but hated the August Underground trilogy; I watched them all yesterday, but seriously, if you've read everything I've typed, then you're aces, if you haven't, then you're still aces but also gay.)