Lol I like that joke except my now 18 year old baby girl has a failing liver.

She's still alright, but I know how this shit goes.

I've had more time on Earth with kitty than I have the rest of my family. So she's my baby, my last remaining immediate family member, my best and only non romantic friend, my heart, my world and my identity.

It's been a very trying/tiring 2 weeks. I have no idea what I'm going to do without her.

So just been making every second count, keeping her as happy as I can and then at work holding back tears trying to think of what I'm going to say when I'm holding her dead body wrapped in a towel one last time while trying not to think about it.