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I was on a porn binge for a great many weeks, and like everything else with addiction, my seeking that unreachable high shoved my addictive needs into a dark corner of which I felt like a cheap crack whore willing to watch any dumb fuckery to get off--- that's when you have to admit you have a problem and step back a bit and leave that what-the-fuck the fuck alone. If only for a time until that fuck-all mound of lust or worthless desires, crater-fucks it's way back through the dense spiritual lacking wasteland of debauchery into the plateau of rescinding coherence and ne'er do well purposeless reasonings. Perhaps having a regular do-fuck with a wild-fuck aka runny cunny, may not cure my lustful needs, or curb this do-fuck which compromises all-the-fuck. Fucking stupidity is what it is I'll tell you fucking what. In any event this day has a promise of being a fuck me tender with barbed wire, or a proper fuck me in the pee hole with a fucking toothbrush covered in comet. Can't say which i'd prefer since both sucks-a-fuck. Another purposeless fucking stupid fuck fuck. Maybe I should read the sixty six books again and belay this dim witted self depricating moody fuck-what, namely me---this time.

Head hurts, chest hurts, gonna cook down some chicken with onions and irish ground grubs aka potatoes, and take two or three asprin, make some lemonade, and watch to see if this off again on again fuck rain whats it, makes a tornado, or intentionally raise the humidity enough so this god awful heat will result in my destitution. Excelsior bitches!