[suckafree1871]

This will probably be the only time i ever post with this name cuz i might get a lot of flak for this post but here goes.

Here is the problem:


for a few years I have practised anal masturbation on a regular basis.
It feels really good and so on, but afterwards I feel like fucking trash emotionally.
Like REALLY bad. It's a combination of shame,anger,frustration etc.
Probably Because I am a heterosexual and a masculine type of person.
The whole thing is conflicting with my internal self, but when the lust is there, i seem to forget who I am.

I have been fascinated by females since childhood, and especially the ass. and i guess that's how i discovered my own ass. I think I have an ass fetish.

I managed to leave this crap out for two years, but the addiction wasn't as strong as it is today.


how can i break this habit forever?


any similar stories?

Female opinoins?


Thanks.